28 [M4F] East Europe #Online looking for someone gentle

Never imagined myself writing somewhere like this but its always worth a shot.

Hi everyone, shy anxious sub here. Or at the very least i feel a little embarassed for looking like this but maybe i get lucky.

Im 28 cis male, 6'2'' or 192cm tall, around 108kg (been loosing weight) and im usually very content as a soft dom, but its so tiring sometimes. I need a break from thinking too. I am a switch dom lean, but lately its all muddy and a single good boy can probably make me subby and drool.

Id say i try my best to be very masculine, i love doing very healthy masculine things, been working out, cooking, baking, i really love kids, my dream is to be a teacher.

But through all that i have issues with intinacy, my own body self worth etc. Im not like boo hoo depressed, but its something that oozes out if im your sub.

Im looking for someone sweet and gentle, i really wanna meet a mommy that likes what i like too. Ive been in a 2 year relationship with a switch and I explored some things but she couldnt be dom often so it felt like a "treat" when i can do it. So im fairly inexperienced. Pleaese no chastity, degradation, butt stuff or findoms or those who dont give aftercare...

I enjoy being obedient and praised, i will do anything you ask for pretty much, but i love being seduced, i love being edged and praised and forced to cum inside. My biggest kink is breeding so if you want a needy obedient bear i would be your guy. I can be a puppy too but bear sounds nicer in my head. Im big and cuddly. I really love giving away control, because a lot of times with my partner i feel hypersexual and like a bother, but if my domme does it and gentle forces me its very freeing because i did nothing bad and im not too horny , ive been good! Im not sure where all these feelings come from but id like to explore. My dream is to just be teased and toyed with, want my head squuezes and you rub your foot on my crotch and dirty talk me until i plead and beg and then you tell me i can only cum if its deep inside and we cuddle. God if heaven exists its like that.

Im open to chat and dirty talk, camming if we trust enough and voice chat. I would even want to meet up if we are close enough. Id like someone in Europe but its not a must. Im very available and eager to please and earn my rewards from you. Im not looking for someone to completely control my life or day even if the idea is hot, or a girlfriend, just some attention very honestly...

I require a lot of aftercare and that makes me feel like a pretty needy and bad sub.

I also get some enjoyment in being sort of "little" by acting innocent but no age regressing but in a very lewd way. Another thing im not sure where it comes from.

All in all, my dream would be someone i text and check up on, they check up on me, they make me horny and edge me a little, praise me, then we do more lewd stuff and im very obedient and get aftercare and please you as much as you want. If anyone is interested feel free to DM me, even if for just a night or scene.