I know why my husband hates me

After strict reflection on myself in absence of my husband I know now why my husband said he hates me.

Some kind soul recommended me a self help book for females called fascinating womanhood and I am on secret number 5 and I realise I have been nothing but an extremely thankless human to my husband. I have shut him down in the moments when he was craving for affection. I talked back and not in a good way. I was rude to him for 6 months straight now. While he was taking care of me financially giving me allowance Seperately.
Now he has his issues too but right now to save my home I am not gonna pester on his issues he is too important for me.

Idk why i am sharing this with you maybe, prayers? I need help and I need to have strict change in my tone, and words. Please help in any way any book, therapy whatever.