It will happen

This is a little entry for my future self to come back to when it happens.

The thing I craved my whole life, the life that I always thought is not for someone like me. Someone who’s not in a situation to even dream about that life.

But it will happen, I now know with my whole being that it will happen. I will end up with the right person, in the right time even if it’s moments before I die. I will experience what it’s like to fully surrender to the right person, to give up control and be my true self. I will feel so safe that not a single anxious thought will cross my mind, it will be so quiet and peaceful up there.

I will go to sleep in his arms without asking to be held. Not a tear would go unnoticed by him.

I will have my dom someday, I don’t care if it’s in 10 years or more, it will happen.. It has to happen as it’s the only thing that will truly heal me.