What should I do with my ahh life

my parents don't give a shit about me, I live in a town with nothing not even proper transportation system so it's hard for me to go anywhere without asking my parents. and they always say no to every single thing they won't even take me to the fucking dentist, I have been asking for a dentist appointment for years now but they dont give a shit all they care about it fighting with eachother, and then trauma dumping on me like bitch ion wanna fucking listen to your lying bitchass ahh. Everything just seems so shit, I have no irl friends, I have no one that even tries to understand me, I have no one to even talk to everything feels suffocating and my only escape is this stupid phone where i just turn my mind off and consume brainrot everyday.

I want to try hobbies or build relationships like other teens but i just can't do it. almost every hobby requires some money which I dont have and my parents don't give me money and I can't work part time cuz i live in a fuckahh country.

I just wanna disappear, every day feels the same thing over and over again and it's not like I've not tried to do new things but nothing works out. I just rot in my room all day long. I don't think anyone will read all this shit but if someone does what should I do with my life when I am a broke teen with bitch parents who can't careless about me, low self esteem and social anxiety, no friends, no nothing