Still searching for my toxic lover 30[F4M]

I've tried this before but think I need to be a little more specific. In my past post I think the sex was focused a little too heavily, but who hasn't written a lust filled post or two?? I'm looking for someone who is looking for a full emotional and sexual love affair. I love my husband, but I love the thrill of cheating on him so much I won't stop. That's not just about showing someone else the photos I don't send him, but also about creating a deep emotional connection that he couldn't understand. I'm looking for online so location doesn't matter, but I am in EST so if you are too that's a plus! If you're looking for someone to fall in love with and ruin all other woman for you, then message me!