I feel like such an ungrateful bitch (f16)

I go to a private school so all of my parents money goes to there, meaning I have practically nothing else. Everyone at my school is so rich and has so much good shit and gets to go on yearly vacations or actually fucking does shit for the breaks while I’m at home rotting . I have no car , haven’t even stared drivers Ed because it’s so expensive and I just feel like such a terrible daughter for feeling this way