All dressed up and wanting to goon and break my cock to your suggestions..

I'm all dressed up and smoked out and ready to give in to porn again. I love porn so much.. it has made my brain all dumb and my clitty all leaky. I can't really get very hard any more.. just leaky and sort of half hard and squishy.. but I'm trying to be a good sissy and break my cock even more.. until I'm permanently limp and useless. I don't need my cock.. I can't please anyone with it..

please help me make my little clitdick even more limp and worthless. destroy my balls, too. encourage me deeper and deeper into this sissy lifestyle.. make me question if I'm even a man..