seeing PORN in my studies

Thiss is soo embarassing to confess but this is a safe place rightt?😭😭 I'm an art student and in my class rn, we were studying about this one nude woman sculpture with fuly exposed firm breasts, kinky waist and the v depth between her thighhsss.

i couldn't stop glaring at her bigg porn titss and think about SUCKING em hardd😣😣 I'm wearing these loose comfy pantss and i can clearly feel a bulgee, trying mu best to hidee, due to my filthy thoughts UGHH edging is turning me into a porn addict goonerr who can see porn everywhere fuckkkkk I SHOULD BE STUDYING RN !

please say it's okay to be like this qnd there's nothing wrong is seeing porn everything qnd scrolling filthh :((((