I am from Morocco and Arabic is my native language. This experience is entirely my own, but I use AI to help me put it into English — both to bridge the language gap and to organize thoughts that are genuinely difficult to articulate in any language. I wanted to be transparent about that upfront.

I was a normal engineering student. Girlfriend, social life, a reputation as the tech-smart guy in the room. Then, in my final year, I pivoted hard toward passive income, SaaS products for students, and eventually trading.

Trading introduced me to something I wasn’t prepared for: genuine randomness.

Not statistical randomness you study in textbooks — the kind that stares back at you and refuses to be psychologically controlled. I started reading probability theory, metaphysics, positive thinking literature. But something deeper had opened inside me, and none of those frameworks fully answered it.

Life interrupted everything in a very ordinary way: my father needed help in his business, so I returned home.

The work was repetitive and almost meditative. For the first time in years, my mind slowed down enough to observe itself.

That is when I discovered Jiddu Krishnamurti.

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One morning I woke up and the internal monologue was gone.

Not quieted — gone.

What remained was observation itself. Actions still happened. Decisions still appeared. But the usual sense of “me” narrating existence had dissolved into something much quieter and harder to describe.

That experience led me into years of questioning:

* free will
* ego
* synchronicity
* symbolic resonance
* collective consciousness
* why certain patterns seem to “speak back” to us

There is also a grief in these experiences that people rarely discuss openly: the grief of realizing that the identity you spent decades constructing is no longer the center of your reality.

I eventually became obsessed with patterns emerging from noise — especially through roulette simulations and random sequences. Not because I believed I could “beat” randomness, but because prolonged exposure to randomness seemed to recalibrate something in perception itself.

Over time, life began to feel symbolic in a way that is difficult to communicate without sounding irrational. Conversations, headlines, music, passing remarks — information started arriving with strange emotional continuity, as if reality itself was rhyming internally.

I want to be careful here:

I am not claiming supernatural powers, and I am not claiming external persecution or “targeting.” I think human beings are pattern-recognition systems, and under certain psychological conditions those systems become hyper-attuned to meaning.

But I also think modern social media completely destroys subtle forms of human resonance by optimizing everything around engagement, outrage, and addictive feedback loops.

That realization is part of why I started building an experimental app called **Telepathy**.

Not literal telepathy.

More an exploration of:

* synchronicity
* emotional resonance
* anonymous thought-sharing
* meaningful coincidence
* collective intuition
* finding “your people” outside algorithmic identity structures

The core idea became:

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The first version of the app was honestly very experimental and heavily vibe-coded. Surprisingly, 42 people signed up after my first post here and some gave thoughtful feedback. A few users mentioned the app freezing sometimes, and they were completely right — the backend infrastructure I originally used was unstable and partially broken.

Since then, I rebuilt the app properly by hand and migrated everything to [Convex](https://www.convex.dev/), which is a much more modern backend infrastructure focused on realtime speed, stability, and security.

Now I’m working on **Telepathy v2**.

I don’t see this project as a startup in the traditional sense. To me it feels more like a philosophical and psychological experiment:

Can technology create spaces that encourage synchronicity instead of fragmentation?

Can digital interaction become more meaningful instead of more addictive?

Can resonance between strangers be cultivated without turning it into performance?

Or are we simply projecting meaning onto randomness because the psyche cannot tolerate chaos?

I genuinely do not know.

That’s why I’m posting here.

Not to convince anyone of a doctrine, but because I suspect some people in this community may understand the territory I’m trying to describe.

If any of this resonates with you, I’d genuinely appreciate your thoughts, criticism, or concerns.

App preview:  
[https://convex-telepathy.vercel.app/](https://convex-telepathy.vercel.app/)

 hope this is allowed by moderators, if not, feel free to remove this post.

You are not alone, dear ones

Building an experimental app inspired by synchronicity, resonance, and Carl Jung — looking for honest thoughts