I have a crippling gambling addiction that keeps ruining my life, AMA.

As title said, I have an unstoppable addiction.

It started out with some credit cards and then when I lost it all I fused it into a loan, then after that and life was falling apart after years of paying interest I got family help with their assets as collateral.
I still messed up and got even more credit, I cant stop, I need to win it back, Im in pain and I hate myself.

Age 24
Debth $130.000 pure gambling

AMA.