27 [M4A] #Online- I just really need someone to talk to.

I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't know if my life is worth living, or if it will matter if I end it all.

I really just need someone right now. I don't want to be left alone with my thoughts, because I don't trust them. I'm sitting in my room staring at a bottle of pills like it's going to save me.

I'm afraid that I'm gonna do something horrible. Regrettable. And hurt everyone I care about if I follow through with this plan that's burning in my mind.

So I'm reaching out for *anyone*. Literally anyone. Please. I need the distraction of human interaction, even if its just behind a screen.