I’ve Given Up.

I have been rejected from every university I applied for. I’m still waiting on two decisions, but I can imagine how they’ll go. It sounds crazy, but getting into a good university was my excuse to leave my toxic home life. I feel forever trapped. I already wasted two years of my youth and education by going to a community college because I had ZERO counseling by my parents in choosing an initial college. Also I had no college fund, therefore I felt doomed from the start. Anyways, I feel more than disappointed. I know it’s my fault and I could have done better. I just needed to vent because I am feeling quite terrible.