38 [M4F] #Socal - I'm an older, confident man looking for a younger woman to get another chance at my late teens/early twenties.

As a young adult (18-25) I never had much confidence or success with women, and then almost all at once at 26 I started having success but I had to basically lie and play a part and pretend I was experienced and confident and basically fake it til I made it. At the time I was just happy to be getting dates and getting laid but I have always felt like I somehow missed out on the best part of my youth by going straight from a completely inexperienced virgin to jumping straight into serious relationships with women who treated everything like it was routine already. I have never in my life been a girls first anything, never had an authentic first kiss, never got to take a girl to her first show, never awkwardly convinced a girl to give me her virginity etc.. all those goofy awkward young adult moments never happened for me and I jumped straight into boring middle aged style long term serious relationships.

I recently got out of a long term relationship and have decided I want to pursue a younger 18-25 year old girl and try to get a second chance at all the parts of dating as a young adult that I have missed out on. I would love to be a girls first kiss, first serious date, first love even. I just want to use my confidence and experience as an older man to do things right this time and try to heal my inner 19 year old boy.