Is there any chance any kind souls could help me out really quickly?

My name is amelia, I'm 35 years old. So, I've come a long story short, I have been really getting it together the past 6 months to a year, I used to do drugs and now I don't even touch them I enrolled in school and I'm focused on school, and am now working as well I refuse to go backwards, my boyfriend also has been getting his s*** together it seems like, however he is in halfway house and we do not live together we've been together for about 4 years and sometimes like today he will just forget to text me and I have no idea what he's doing and I don't want to go backwards, I don't want to make it a big thing if he's just busy with meetings that he does every day and he does work but he didn't have to work today and he barely texted me at all, I guess what I'm saying is I don't want to go backwards I love him more than anything but no matter how long I've been with him I don't know what he is up to sometimes and it creates doubt, that is Believe it or not the main thing that I'm struggling with right now because I do not want to let him go, but I feel like if somebody could help me out and remote view the situation maybe they could shed some light on it because obviously I would never know one with the other if somebody doesn't, I have been trying to learn how to remote view myself but I have not mastered it yet at all, can anybody out of the kindness of their heart please please remote view a situation for me because I know that if something is wrong that's the only way that I will be able to get the strength to move forward is if I get clarification, and again thank you in advance. I know this might be a silly thing to be asking somebody to promote you for me, but it's very important to me right now, I don't want to say that I have any reason not to trust him, but his behavior is just very weird, and I don't know what's going on, I just know that I've been bettering myself and if this relationship is going to be something that's going to hinder me I would rather know now sooner rather than later so that I can act accordingly and move on, if I never figure out anything that he's doing wrong I'll just probably end up blindly trusting him, which would obviously lead to not such a good situation, is anybody willing to help me just remote viewing him today? I would be so grateful. That is of course if there's anybody who knows how to remove you out there and they're reading this. 🙂