How can you move on?

My partner form Ludhiana who is 29 M left me again just because he met up with his former classmate, they flirted and now have been dating 3wks behind my back. The girl is from Ludhiana too.

I am a Filipina Spanish who fell so madly and deeply in love with a Sikh Punjabi who has promised me that he will be with me through anything. I am at the office typing this and bawling my bloody eyes out. I have been begging him not to leave me.

He said this is the easiest way and that he is choosing comfort over anything else. I have three kids from my previous marriage. He knows this and every tiny detail about me and my life. He still asked if I could date him and I have asked multiple times if he won't leave me if things get tough because I am aware about how the Indian society can judge him just by being with me and he ASSURED me that he won't cower down. I have purchased flight tickets to meet him, and I'll be there in 6wks time, bought presents for everyone in his family not because he asked but because I am like this to the people I value and love.

I am ready to move to India, my work can be transferred to Delhi branch, I am ready to learn and embrace his culture because to be honest I have a hell lot of Indian friends who has been introducing me to your traditions way before I met him. I am ready to convert and follow Sikhism. I am ready to move mountains for him. It is so damn hard to be left and get disposed of once he has someone new. I was there at his lowest. I was there when no one else was. I am more than ready to support him financially if he needs me to and I know that one day he will be successful as I am and may even surpass me.

Everyday I waited for him to come home, we have established morning and night routines together. He was the sweetest soul and I dearly cherish him so so so much. I am ready to talk to his parents, meet them and humbly introduced myself and ask them to allow me to be with their son.

My world just shattered and my heart is in a state wherein every beat ache for him. I see him everywhere, when I close my eyes, I can hear his voice. I love him so so so much and it hurts to know he is okay losing me. I felt used and abused that he only waited for another woman and once he has one, he will just ditch me.