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Well kal kya huaa tha I went to a bakery to buy mother's day cake for my mum and grandmother and as I was crossing the road there were two girls and a boy One of the girl laughed at me and told her frnd to look at me and they laughed,

(For context I'm 5'4 and I weight 93 kg and my lower body is like too heavy) And these type of incidents happened so many times one time I was a juice shop or samne ek couple betha tha toh as I was exiting the shop the boy said "kam pioo varna iski trah ho jaoo gi" and the girl laughed they were whispering but I still heard them and looked back at them and they were like or mene bhut youngsters ko dekha hai laughing at me

Atleast the aunties gave me advices ki beta ghumne jaao salad khaoo yeh karo vo karo par the young people laugh at you which like a total bullshit. Like those 20-27 people laugh at me like aren't they supposed to be more understanding.

Alos I'm trying to loss weight for years now. Lost 7 kg but gained 20 back ik it's affecting my life and mental health but I'm trying and I don't deserve to be a laughing stock

Cried whole night can't even tell my family as they will only say ki bola tha vajan kam karo beta