I dreamt something about how I wanna live but turned out something else

when I was kid , I thought adulthood would be independence , high paying job , a girlfriend , our own space , lots of travelling and clubs etc .

but now I am 25 I lost my job , living with parents , parents are forcing to persue a higher education .

I graduated from bachelors in computer science in 2024 , since 2023 the software development job market had betrayed me of the dream . I somehow got a decent paying job , not high paying but decent .

but that was not enough to pay rent for a 2 bedroom apartment and save good amount to enjoy . Again I moved to parents house , now I even lost the decent paying job after 2 years .

I am searching for jobs since 2 months but not a single interview . I am staring towards a possible darkness