No rights

I just want to vent about my situation. It's just really hard if you have no right about your relationship cause you don't have a label and the social status is different so you can't even do about the situation. It's just very painful cause you always do everything for her from Washing her clothes, taking care, driving her, helping her in every way I could possibly do and giving her food that she craves with my own hands, then I suddenly think what is it for me at the end? I can't blame her for not having no idea what i feel rn cause I don't even talk about my feelings but its just hard cause I just want to feel something that I'm loved, cared for, or something cause I literally do anything about her.