Obligatory sieges are garbage post

Just needed to vent. Ikit sieged on of my settlements and I know my forces are too weak to wipe his army but I have a lot of cavalry and the settlement has a wall, so It’s on a very cramped map with very little maneuverability. My strategic aim was to kill his Jezzails and artillery pieces with my cavalry, and then mop up as many high value units as possible before I break. But all these goddamn siege maps are too small, it’s impossible to maneuver, it’s not even a total wall off so It just funnels my own knights into the firing line. Like my gameplay has become so aggressive because I am dedicated to never fighting a defensive siege because it feels like these maps heavily disadvantage the defender on average.