LSD on a developing mind

Hello!! I am so so curious right now. I am a 19-year-old female and when I was 17 I indulged heavily in LSD. I was homebound for about 4 months due to a brain condition I have and during the end of that time span I took acid weekly. I took it over 20 times in the span of 3 months. After laying off of it for awhile I did not believe anything was real nor myself whatsoever and I also still saw patterns and movements from my trip. I'm not necessarily "stuck" in my trips anymore but I fell like I am always stuck inside my own head in my memories, but at the same time I believe I'm outside of my body all of the time and still believe that nothing around me including myself is not real. I am completely functional too so it's really odd, I'm in college, a cheerleader, and have a good job going. Please help!!!