Seeking help. My story is hurting me

Does anyone else feel angry that strangers now know your inner secrets and past with your nex?

I’m talking about his replacement supply.. she happened to be particularly awful. She once showed up outside my house, another time she came to my place of work saying she thought I worked another day.

This utter stranger, intruder, chosen cheating partner that they monkey branched to.. has the audacity to disrupt me after the worst most painful terrifying emotional experience of my life ?

I wish none of this happened. This man is 22 years older than me and has me blocked. The irony in how much he acts like an immature young child when I was the young one.

I wish I could heal.