I fell for a girl on the bus and now I’m sad.

Hello, I’m a 22-year-old guy. I work night shifts, and every day after work I take the same bus. Recently, I started noticing this girl on it. I thought she was really beautiful, and as time went by, seeing her every day on that bus… I don’t know, I kind of fell for her, I guess lol.

But this whole situation makes me a little sad, because I know it’ll probably never lead to anything. I mean, I don’t even know if a bus is the right place to randomly start talking to someone. Like, sitting next to her and trying to make conversation feels kind of invasive to me.

There are other reasons too. For example, I’m broke lol. I feel like relationships don’t really work when you don’t have money. And on top of that, I’m pretty bad at talking to people. Anyway, today I felt really down thinking about all of this, and since I’m a pretty lonely person (like I said, I’m not very good socially, so I don’t have many close connections), I just wanted to vent.