Im going to stay a virgin forever.

As the title says im going to be a virgin forever. Im almost 30m and ive never had sex or been in a relationship. Im not desirable because of how I look and my financial situation. I wear glasses, balding and im obese. I also dont have a job and im in college. I live with my parents. All of this makes me undeserving of love. I dont think my life will get any better and im probably going to eat a bullet once my parents die.