I'm ready to end it all

If we get nothing today, I'll just end my life. I'm sending this as a message. But don't get me wrong, it's not that I'm trying to threaten rockstar or anything like that.. It's the life itself, the universe we live in, I've been feeling it for a while now. I think it's listening to me, and I'm feeling it. It responds to me in different ways. And I sure am I'm able to affect the outcome of things. I don't know if it's some divine will or just the energy within us but I am threatening it. I will end my life if we don't get this trailer today. I somehow know it'll be revealed to us, it's very soon. But I have to sacrifice myself for that, or at least create a risk that is enough to provoke. I am ready for both outcomes and I am not scared at all. I finally feel in peace for the first time since the leaks. The digitalized persona of Aaron Kurtaj has been poisoning me. It must be some kind of a curse. But it doesn't matter, because I know it's going to happen, it has to happen, it will happen and I know it. Even if I die for nothing, my body, my will, my energy in the universe will still be present. I will be the very kilobyte in the code of gta6, I will be the very pixel in Jason's armpit hair texture, I will be among the light beams that sends gta6 files across the ocean in fiber cables to your home, my presence will forever be emitted to the idea of grand theft auto six. There'll be at least one copy of the game out there even if a millennial passes and I will still be present, in a way that none of us could figure out. Maybe this is the meaning I was pursuing all along. It'll be there even if the earth, the moon and the sun will be gone. So, I am just waiting right now. We still got plenty of time left until tomorrow. But it doesn't matter because I already feel what the outcome will be. And I'll be at ease no matter what. I love you guys.