the credits made me cry

i watched the movie for the first time today. i couldn't see it on the cinema because of... reasons (i read the book around 3 years ago and have been waiting for a movie ever since, so that sucked), so i figured i'd just wait for the digital release.

i'm sure everything good (and not so good?) about the movie has been said already. plus, i don't think i have enough brain cells to say anything other than "good movie, good everything".

one thing that surprised me though, was that i never expected to get so emotional just watching the credits play. i mean, yes, the space visuals were beautiful and--holy shit--the accompanying music was out of this world (heh), but for some reason it kind of felt sad that i couldn't fly through space and see those kinds of views, or to be able to do what Grace did when he was "having a moment" while collecting the Astrophage (i cried there too).

so i just sat there, on my couch, cry-laughing at how ridiculously heartbroken i was over not being able to go to space and look at pretty colors while having my own moment.

god, that would be so nice.

anyway, stupid movie, adored every single second of it. might watch it a few more times until i run out of tears, hydrate, and then watch it again.

Project Hail Mary fisted my bump.