Prayer 2 - May You Find Earned Success.

#2, my anger was strongest here.

Your quarrel wasn't even with me.

You cut me because of another.

But you knew what you did.

And the truth is finding light.

Nonetheless, I ask God heal your insecurity.

You deserve so much more from You.

And even after all of this,

I still believe that You will grow.

All things are possible, God willing.

We created together fourteen years ago.

Fourteen... such a waste, I do grieve.

I had such plans for Avelyn.

Always felt I let you down, there.

I suppose I did; I miss 2012.

I miss the adventure you joined.

I wish you hadn't betrayed others.

May, when light shines, freedom ring.

I see beneath all of the scheming,

A soul who lost their way.

And haven't we all gotten lost?

I never thought your knife, deepest.

For no reason but a small pond.

I struggle to pray correctly here.

But I must, for my own sake.

May... you... find... peace... and stop.

(God, please remove this pain from me.)

I must sleep - more prayers tomorrow.

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