What should I do with my life?

I’m 24, I’m a gay guy and I’ve always had a lot of problems, always been depressed so just about everything in my past feels like wasted time. Most of my family doesn’t care for me, and I feel like I can’t be truly honest about my feelings with friends because they would either not care or be weirded out or both.

Nowadays I have two jobs which tends to keep me busy, though I hate both. I work as a busser at a nicer restaurant, and I work as an escort on the down low. The money is pretty nice, it goes up and down at both jobs but last week I made close to 2400 dollars so for now I feel like I can sustain myself well enough.

I really want to fix all the problems that plague/have plagued my life thus far but I feel so burnt out, uninspired and powerless. I kinda wanna move away and start over.

It’s really hit me lately how sad and alone I feel. What can I do?