Anyone else hate their bodies?

My body feels too alien to me.

Doing the most mundane thing like using the restroom, brushing my teeth, or sharing. It feels...gross. Touching other people is definitely out of the question. I guess it also means myself.

*Don't worry, I still do all these things and personal hygiene.

TMI, but I even hate it when I get...aroused.

I will never have sex because I'm not attracted to anyone like that. But, I'm a fan of intimate literature.

Some parts get me, and I'm disgusted at my own body's reaction.