Depressed and can’t find work

I’m so depressed because I can’t find work I’m literally hella broke no money for food or anything. I barely eat or get out of bed. Life feels so annoying and hopeless especially with the world we live in right now. I’m 21 and feel like my life is over and I can’t do anything or even know my next steps. Everything I feel like I was promised growing up or the world I seen was so different and I feel lied to. Everything is going to shit rn and idk what to do. Can’t even help my family pay the bills. I’m sad, fat, and a burden. Imma just pray.