I (18m) HATE my straight hair💔

My hair pmo on a daily basis. I have straight hair, like PIN STRAIGHT hair. It looks bad short, it looks bad long. There is a small 6 day window where it looks decent, then it looks bad again. No matter how I much I style it, it never holds for even 10 minutes. And what pmo more is when girls come up to me and compliment my “silky” hair…. You don’t know the struggle gng💔💔