In you, I am lost

In you, I am lost
Love is what I feel
Although I can't pay the cost
So with devil, I'd make a deal

To my life, you are a host
In front of you, I will kneel
Without you I am a ghost
I become completely ill

I need you like the air
when running up that hill
You don't know how much i care
While wishing it was real

My love is behind every layer
Where I hid because of my fear
But I hate that it is fair
because i deserve every tear

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