Need a serious roadmap and coaching advice

Prepping for gate 27...

I didn't have a good coaching experience during jee as it made me question my abilities made me insecure and also affected my mental health so much as to I even questioned if i could do basic questions

So i thought i would put extra effort to study but not join a coaching class ...

.but here's the truth ....i have been studying from 2.months ... completing topics yet it seems I have nowhere even started

I just see the topic ...see youtube videos learn and practise questions but it all feels like I'm not doing anything to actually study

I NEED A SERIOUS ROADMAP

AND DETAILED ONE

Like which subject to study and from where and how did you track your progress without coaching

And coaching even though i don't like them.....have a great pattern recognition where they can point out which question and which topics to focus more on

How do I tackle that

And how many questions to solve and from where

Or do i have to join a coaching anyhow thinking of online tho

Then which one