Secret Twitter/Porn Account

I think i crave sexual attention / romantic attention really bad to the point ill do dumb stuff (im also a minor and male)

i post my own nudes and videos without my face of course and when im bored i just look at all the attention i wish i could stop but its fun seeing all the attention my videos are so good too idc if it sounds narcissistic my body and abilities are really good and perfect porn material and just observing the wierd ass people into me when i think about it too long i feel dirty and bad about myself sometimes even deleting posts but then when im low and craving attention ill post back stuff

ive considered maybe finding someone who will pay me for content so atleast i can profit off my issue of wanting this attention but idk where to find any