Need some help to understand where I am in the healing process right now

Hi guys, I just want to understand where I am in my healing journey.

I had a nervous system breakdown started from the end of 2024. I was in psychosis on and off until about March this year.

Now my nervous system is stable, no more hypervigilance, no emotional breakdowns, no flashbacks.

But I feel lazy, emotionally unavailable(not numb), and don't have much interest in doing things which I used to find fun. I still go out to see friends and talk to people, but I just unable to feel happy the way I used to.

My brain is not as sharp as before the psychosis, and my memory has declined. I used to learn things pretty fast, but now I struggle to focus.

I have come a long way in healing, which I'm really grateful for. I just want to know if this is as far as I'll get in recovery.

Will the emotional vitality return? Will my executive function, focus, creativity, and memory get better? Would I be able to fall in love and feel happy again?

Is my brain permanently damaged?

I would really appreciate your input or tips to help with recovery based on where i'm at. As life feels pretty dull and hopeless at the moment.

Thank you in advance.