All for nothing

You know, I had hoped that I had earned enough respect from you two to at the very least warrant a reply. All the times I stood up for y'all when you were not around. How I tried everything just to make both of your situations better. I would talk you up when people would talk you down. Maybe I was just fooling myself into thinking that I could ever make friends with either of you. I'd like to know what I did wrong, or at least why the sudden disinterest, but I can't even get that. I know that neither of you are not obligated to tell me, so i don't blame you two. But now I just have to sit alone and watch the same cycle repeat with a different pattern and story.