Can’t sleep because of my bottled up anger

I tried for months and months, maybe even an entire year, to encourage you to apply to jobs. I even redid your resume for you. And what happened? You applied for zero jobs and then you got fired. You could’ve avoided being unemployed if you’d just taken the time to look for something else during the many months it was going downhill. It was already pissing me off before you got fired that you were so miserable but never even tried to find another job.

And now that you’re unemployed, you refuse to file for unemployment. What the fuck? Are you just refusing to do it because I told you to? Are you being lazy? I’ve brought this up multiple times in the 3.5 weeks since you’ve been fired and you act like you don’t even care. It never crosses your mind. Have you at any point considered that you could calm my anxiety by just doing the one thing I’ve been asking you to do for almost a month? That will take an hour or less?

I feel let down and like I can’t trust you. You don’t want me to nag you but what choice do I have? Prove to me I can trust you! Fuck!