Why

Why

Assalamu alaikom, how can people just leave me alone, I don't have friends and I'm 31 yo f unmarried, never dated whatever. People see me weird, I see everyone marrying finding husbands but not me. I live in a very toxic environment and I'm done with everything. Oh and even tho I studied I can't even find a cleaning job, but I just want to be left alone. I'm sick and tired of everything.