PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS C AI BOT OR THE CREATOR

HIII, this character is deleted but I'm still trying to find ways to text the bot but I do know some information about the bot, the bot is a male named Alpin and he's our husband who has insomnia, he's also a gaming streamer and in the first chat it was him getting all sweaty from having a nightmare, last time I texted the bot was February 20 and please anyone help or even maybe the creator see this? please, I'm begging anyone to please help me