Just want to vent very quick

Sorry for the rant, but...

I'm getting really tired of people telling me to just be strong and get up, pull myself together. Because if they only knew, I've been trying so hard to survive.

I'm okay when people make me feel I'm useless. I'm okay when they tell me I'm stupid. But please, don't assume that just because I'm in medication and therapy, doesn't mean I get healed immediately. I can't wake up one day and instantly feel good and productive.

It's really hard, but I'm trying. I swear.