i feel like im going crazy

quick run down. i developed dpdr after taking an edible in november 2022. couldn’t leave my house for months. constantly felt like i was connected to everything or as if i was watching myself rather than being myself. eventually i got out of it. the feeling never went away but i learned how to ignore it and feel normal. ofc sometimes it gets worse with anxiety or caffeine but the thing that helped the most is seroquel. it helps me sleep and calms me to the point of 0 anxiety so my dpdr isn’t as bad. the negative side effect was my personality was completely gone. the seroquel made me really quiet. i didnt have anything to say..ever. the only fix? caffeine or exercise. so my psychiatrist prescribed me wellbutrin. i’ve been on it for a few months and it’s been great. i have energy and can socialize again. but the past month or so i have these moments where i genuinely feel like this isn’t real. i know it is and i know who i am but i just disassociate so hard that it’s almost like this CANT be real. i feel like an alien and it’s scary. the wellbutrin also has ruined my memory which is a common side effect. i remember everything that’s happened i just can’t pinpoint it in time. ig what im getting to is does anyone else ever feel this way on anti depressants? am i just schizo? idfk anymore

tldr. anyone else have dpdr and r on wellbutrin? how’s it working out for you?