I wish I had a partner that I could tell about my dad and I

Even though it's been a long time since anythings happened between us, I think about my dad and our experiences together a lot. Probably more than I should. I just wish I had someone to talk to about it in a positive way. I've experimented a little with chatting about it online recently and id really love to find someone I can talk to regularly and about all kinds of things while also letting me talk about all my favorite memories with my dad. Which I use to make myself cum pretty much every single night whether I'm im alone or with someone else. Until recently i never realized how much of a turn on it was going to be to talk about it with someone whos OK with me being turned on by it. I know this sub is kind of for that but I also feel weird posting a lot of details on here so I've been too nervous to do it. Anyone possibly interested in getting to know each other a little?