I worry that the flip side of manifestation means everything bad happening is my fault.

I have clinical anxiety and I worry that this belief system is only exacerbating my unhealthy thoughts. I worry that I attracted negative things into my experience (even though bad stuff happens to everybody at some point). How do you think about it? I especially take issue with the idea of causing one’s own health problems—even though I fully admit stress can cause illness, I also don’t want to victim blame.