OS lost control and doesn't want it back

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Omg so I posted a couple days ago, complaining that I was having trouble staying focused and committed.

Well someone recommended chastity, which, like, duh, that should have been the obvious solution but I've had such trouble keeping it on for more than a couple hours before.

Well that's changed lmao. Not sure what's different other than I lost my job and I just turned 35, but Bambi came out and she's been sooo good at taking over this time.

I've literally spent the last two days spacing out and listening to files and watching hypno vids. I fucked myself a couple times and even scheduled a date on Wednesday with this cute guy from Grindr. I feel like I need to start making myself into porn for all the daddy's here who want to help push me further. Anything to keep this snowball rolling down the hill. I'm so lucky I have no real responsibility towards anyone but myself and can let myself explore deeper.

I love the files so much 🥰