Im 174cm thinking of copying le trembas exact lengthening routine.

Ive been pretty depressed about life in general in all aspects i think id rather be 100 percent fully cripped and tall then to stay short and it might be hard to return to normal walking after but im honestly in the mindset of instead of just giving up on life and doing nothing except complaining all day id rather be the guy whos struggling to walk for two years maybe even 3 years but le trembas already healing and to move on with life after that . Thoughts on this? I have similiar proportions to him which obviously proportions wise might look a little off so i might lower mine by 17-18cm rather then the full 20cm i dont think those last few cm is a make a break , what im asking from this is instead of being a doomer and hating my life and height everyday is this a better solution then waiting froever to conservatively lengthen just so i can regain the ability to run a marathon which i never wanted to run before and will never likely care enough to run after im trying to fufill my wants