How can i get backup from this?

I'm a graduating BS Hospitality Management student and I've been fighting my case. I was told that tho my GWA is 1.35, i cannot be listed to magna because I had a NC(no credit) in my track record. The story behind that is that it was pandemic times, lockdown, very depressing times. I enrolled to BS Physical Therapy sa first year ko then when it got to 2nd year 1st sem, i kept breaking down because of the tight schedule with studies, chores(cooking meals 3xday), and assisting my grandma with her meds. I decided to withdraw or shift mid semester. Wala talaga akong knowledge of how things work sa college before.

I emailed the registrar, finance, scholarship coordinator, and someone in charge sa registrar. My mind that time was everywhere so i didn't enter any class. The only proper response was from the scholarship coordinator and nothing from the direct dept. of the school. No one properly guided me especially the college sect which supposedly the one to guide me of the process but was very cold and suplada. But i was told by the scholarship coordinator that i could withdraw and shift on that Block. So i just kept on following-up every week. Because their responses were very slow, i happened to drop that minor subject together with the majors.

And because of that, I'm disqualified. I tried to fomally appeal and explain my case on that time, the results were disappointing.

The same thing with my GF, sabay kami nag shift but natapos nya lahat ng subs nya on that semester without dropping any of the subs unlike me. And she got in to the Latin Honors as Magna Cum Laude.

Sadly of all our time in college, I was all the time telling her to come to class, participate, or push her to pass outputs, I'm even the one encouraged her to apply for latin honors. We had the talk and i ask her for space respectfully. I'm afraid that evrytime that i would see her, I'll tear up thinking of what i could have been. I fear that I'll be holding unto that for long that i will resent her and end up breaking up with her for the relationship sakes.

Also, being in the hospitality industry, specially for fresh grads. NCII is a big deal to get a job or to have a strong credentials on the resume. And my school doesn't have that unlike other universities. So, it would be a big deal just to have the title since our school don't have proper training on the field.

I still am grieving. How do I get back from this. My classmates kept on asking why wasn't i on the list and that I deserve it compared to some that got in.