I want to try and get back with my ex what do I do. Update

I took your guys advice and I just didn’t try. You all were right I’m just a weirdo who wanted to try for love haha.

I’ve taken two more therapy sessions recently and I told her everything and I mean everything every time I betrayed someone every time I wanted to be loved and I think I’m doing a bit better maybe.

I wanted to try again with my ex I really really did. But you guys made me realize that I should just work on myself. Because there’s almost no likely chance of that actually happen. Anyways that’s the update that’s all.