❤️‍🔥BPD and relationships❤️‍🔥

Hey BPD fellas. I'd like to ask how many of you are currently struggling with intrapersonal relationships and which lessons have you been taught recently? My recent breakup just showed me how little the "chosen person" cared about my well being and how much they are willing to sacrifice (of our relationship) for the sake of looking good \ not being compromised by our decisions. It's like I am so bad for doing what I wanted (what agreed wasn't the best choices), yet they are so fine doing shit over and over again.