Feel like I'm faking it! 😭

I made a post on Sunday about severe ulcer pain. It got worse so I was brave and got an ambulance. I had a temperature. I was moaning from the pain in my guts 2 hours after taking panadeine forte.

My blood pressure is high from pain.

Now that I'm in the hospital I don't feel gut pain. I get so anxious in hospitals. I hate the judgement. I hate hospitals. I don't know if it's adrenalin for why I don't feel the gut pain now that I'm here. I know I'm not faking. I wish anxiety and fear of doctors could take away the pain in my leg. 😭

I wonder if this is normal or not. 🥺