Am I wrong for wanting my boyfriend to take care of my bills for one month

I am a seasonal employee, I have been paying my way, but summer is coming up and I dont want to work one month of the summer, I want to use it to spend time with my kids and go to the doctor appointments ive had to miss due to my work, and to go to the gym since my work schedule doesnt allow it, I would be able to cover it myself had I not moved but I needed a bigger place for a reason. I have fibromyalgia and bpd and anxiety and cptsd and some physical issues from past trauma, I need one month to recover physically and mentally in all honesty, but my boyfriend is big on the "only if I moved in" and I strongly feel like it is too soon to move in and I just dont know, he does help in other aspects, and we have both spent money on each other, but I dont feel like wanting to make sure your partner gets the rest and recovery they need should be contingent on whether or not they get to live with you. Ive always been a "if I have it, I got you" type of person, so this feels like... like they don't actually care about me as a person, but then there is contradictory situations. Ive had to go to the er 4 times in the past 12 months bc of the physical problems I have that make my job harder, one of the times he came over afterwards, but was irritated by me sleeping alone and not wanting him to cuddle with me, the second time I told him something was extremely wrong, and had to have someone else take me, even tho he was staying with me, but he did come to stay with me at the er after I got checked in. Honestly this feels more like am I wrong for thinking this is going no where and im stupid for thinking it would, but ya. Definitely need some outsiders opinions. TIA