Question for men (who lived in poverty)

Question to men who have seen hate of strangers (especially men) in their childhood.

This is not about just one event, It's about several incidents showing up as a pattern of hatred.

For example, you as a teen walking by and some random strangers keep eye on you because you don't belong there and then you get hurled at slurs with abusive language.

How did it affect you now? Do you hate people? Or Do you accept this idea that this is how the society works and you have become one of them?